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It isn't strange to be incompatible with a constellation. It's just strange she changed her mind so suddenly.

Anyway, there are many witches who are constellations?

Those are witches on a higher level than hers, from what she mentioned.

Well naturally. She's not a constellation?

But what I mean is, one can become the other.

You're trying to have this conversation with the wrong person.

Well I'm not allowed to have it with the right one.

Why are you mad at me now?

[opens his mouth a couple of times, and then just kind of deflates]

....I don't know why it bothers me. Naturally it's not really that strange. Maybe I was spoiled by no one really caring in these places un--

Edited 2022-06-09 02:01 (UTC)

[wait hang on time to have a wheezy. The breath that he doesn't really need chokes off and the rest of the words don't come out]

[HE'LL WAIT, looking profoundly unimpressed]

...I'm not mad at you.

What is that taboo? Have you figured it out yet?

...no. It seems quite random.

[just looks at him, thinking]

[since it's quiet, he also thinks, though probably about something else entirely]

[yes, most likely. because the next thing he does is cup his face to turn it towards him and kiss him]

[ok true he was not thinking about that at all]

[he half opens his mouth as if to ask something, or say his name]

[and then after a pause just, doesn't, instead just leaning into and accepting the kiss]

[it's a very gentle kiss and he's taking his time with it. sorry, this is currently the best way he can think of to try and offer some... semblance of reassurance or comfort.

he's also doing it for selfish reasons, but if this were only about himself he probably wouldn't do it at all, so...]

[you know what to be fair

kissing does seem better than thinking about how i'm sad. Leans a bit closer, one hand shifts from his own knee to Curtain's to steady himself.]

[this is probably not the healthiest way to deal with things right now, in that sense, but if it helps, it helps. he smiles into the kiss when he feels Jae's hand, shifting a bit more to face him, so the kiss is more comfortable]

[Honestly is there a way to deal, isn't the solution to actually be sad until I can shove it aside and forget I had a feeling.

and this is as good a way to do that as any.

When there is a brief break in the kiss he leans more weight on Curtain's knee to pull himself forward, until he's fully in Curtain's lap. And he does not immediately resume the kiss either. Instead staring directly into Curtain's eyes eyes, seeming thoughtful and for once not abashed.]

[NO THAT IS NOT THE SOLUTION, but the solution is not available at the moment so. so. this is what we do.

he's happy to have Jae on his lap and is more ready to resume the kiss, hands on his waist, but then, that's not happening...? and he's being stared at, instead?

now he just feels incredibly self-aware and embarrassed. looks away.]

... Sorry, I. Didn't mean to be pushy.

You're not.

[tilts his head a bit and watches that blush rise. cute.]

...has Appointment---

[he pauses and reconsiders his words]

--Are you really completely okay with me being a constellation now?

[oh.

still blushing, but not feeling as awkward now]

... I thought that much was obvious.

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