[Limelight] Inbox Pt. Deux

[fullcursemeal]

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Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

I think I'm more likely to be healed by other people's reactions than the animals themselves.

Re: day 248

[audacity]

[ oh, so his devious plan IS working ]

That seems like even more reason to invite people more often.

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

It's true.

[he picks up a bunny and puts it on his lap to scritch]

Would talking about those memories help, or are you looking to do the opposite?

Re: day 248

[audacity]

...how many was it before they started feeling like memories? For you.

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

... The third one was the first that really felt like something that belonged to me, or that had happened to me. But I wasn't really sure.

From the fourth on, I only grew more and more convinced.

Re: day 248

[audacity]

Yeah, that sounds about right. But it wasn't until these last few that I seriously started to think...you know, maybe for real.

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

Because of what you saw, or...?

Re: day 248

[audacity]

Partly. And partly because they felt more...real?

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

But you don't think it could be this place messing with your head?

Re: day 248

[audacity]

[ snorts ]

I think a lot of things about this place are messing with my head. But nah, not this.

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

And how do you feel about it?

Re: day 248

[audacity]

...you ever see something in a vision and suddenly, lightbulb, everything about you makes sense to yourself?

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

About you, as you are now?

[playing with bunny ears]

Re: day 248

[audacity]

About me, as I've been, yeah.

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

Funnily enough, I think for me it's been the opposite.

Re: day 248

[audacity]

Really?

[ idly petting his puppy ]

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

Well... it's something like seeing the me in those memories and realizing why I am—was exactly the opposite of that.

Re: day 248

[audacity]

...sorry, I don't think I get it. How do you mean?

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

Things that person had... that Shura didn't.

Re: day 248

[audacity]

...geez. That sounds rough.

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

It would be a lie to say it hasn't affected me, but it's also... mm, helped, in a way.

Re: day 248

[audacity]

With what?

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

My personality! Ah, though some people may think the opposite, I guess.

Re: day 248

[audacity]

Probably people who liked your personality.

Re: day 248

[fullcursemeal]

Weeeell, too bad for them. They have bad taste.