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Geto: It's still painful, isn't it?

Reader: Yes. Reader: But I don't know what will happen. Reader: Maybe you live this way another ten years and catch up to yourself somehow. Reader: Maybe your story and his diverges here, and I am able to pick up his story some other way. Reader is typing.... Reader: I'm sure I'll see him again, somehow.

[when you can't be sure if he really believes this, or if he's just saying this to make himself believe it, or if he's saying it for your sake so you don't feel bad.

but you still feel pretty bad anyway]

Geto: Sorry

Reader: It's not your fault. Reader: Also, I don't think it's entirely a bad thing, either. Reader: It might be simpler if I could just be upset about it. But I like getting to read your story, too.

Edited 2023-06-08 12:31 (UTC)

Geto: ... What does that mean?

Reader is typing.... Reader: That I'm glad I could meet you.

[oh no.

oh no this was a mistake. asking about this was a mistake, talking to this person was a mistake.]

Geto: Oh.

[he's been murdered in cold blood]

Reader is typing... Reader: Sorry if that's weird.

Geto: Yeah
Geto: It's super weird

Geto is typing...

Geto: But you're a weirdo, so I guess that makes it normal

Reader: I guess I don't do anything normally.

Geto: Aren't there thousands of more interesting "stories" to read?

Reader: Different people find different stories interesting. Reader: The story that was more interesting than any other to me, is one that no one else ever had an interest in. Reader: But even I can't read possible story. Reader: So it might only be happenstance that I picked up the story of Geto Suguru. Reader: But I'm invested now. It's not something I can just forget about.

Geto: 😑

Reader: Sorry. Reader: You can't really get rid of me.

Geto: Are you sure?

Reader: I mean, Reader: I'd prefer you not test it. Reader: You'd just regret that. Reader: But yeah, I'm sure.

Geto: Regret how?

Reader: Well if you were to like. Reader: Kill people to try to severe all your ties. Reader: Dramatic things like that. Reader: It won't work and also you'll feel bad.

Geto: I don't even know who I could kill other than you?
Geto: And you've already told me you're stronger than me
Geto: Saying something like that is pretty bad, though
Geto: How am I supposed to feel about this all?

Reader: I don't really know how you're supposed to feel about it. Reader: How do you feel about it?

Geto: Hm
Geto: So you don't think about how your actions or words might affect others

Reader is typing....

Reader: Don't you think it's quite difficult to anticipate anything like that?

Geto: Depends on the person

Reader: I guess so. Reader: But I think... feelings change, too?

Geto: Of course

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