[Limelight] Inbox Pt. Deux

[fullcursemeal]

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Re: day 254, evening

[fullcursemeal]

I see. And he's aware of what you did, presumably?

Re: day 254, evening

[ahahadotwav]

He is. And for some reason he's willing to stick with me despite that.

Re: day 254, evening

[fullcursemeal]

Does that upset you?

Re: day 254, evening

[ahahadotwav]

It does a little, but I'm trying not to worry about it too much.

There are some other worrying things, though.

Re: day 254, evening

[fullcursemeal]

Mmhm?

Re: day 254, evening

[ahahadotwav]

You know how we're physically changing to be more like our memories? That's... probably on like, a genetic level too, right?

Re: day 254, evening

[fullcursemeal]

Yes, probably.

...?

at this point let's drop down the full umineko spoilers warning actually

[ahahadotwav]

My husband and I are. Sort of related? By which I mean very much literally related in a deeply problematic way.

Re: at this point let's drop down the full umineko spoilers warning actually

[fullcursemeal]

Oh. Oh??

Yeah. Okay. That is complicated.

Does he know that?

[ahahadotwav]

I. Don't think he does yet. I haven't exactly been eager to tell him that part.

[fullcursemeal]

Did he know, before...?

[ahahadotwav]

...Yes. I'm sure he knew everything about me.

[fullcursemeal]

... Well, I see two simple solutions here.

You either wait for him to figure it out on his own again, and hope it's in a way where he won't run away.

Or you stop looking at your memories.

[ahahadotwav]

...I don't even know if it matters that much. It's not like we're going to have kids.

[but she's still obviously worried]

[fullcursemeal]

But you're obviously worried.

[ahahadotwav]

Because I don't know how he'll react. What if that's the last straw that makes him decide I'm not worth the effort?

[fullcursemeal]

That's why I said you can stop taking your memories.

If your body doesn't change back to what it was... it should be okay no matter what, yes?

[ahahadotwav]

...I guess.

But I don't want to stop.

[fullcursemeal]

What about waiting for him to find out?

[ahahadotwav]

That's probably the only option I have.

[fullcursemeal]

Mm...

[nods. he believes it!!!]

[ahahadotwav]

Haha, anyway. Sorry this got kinda heavy there.

[fullcursemeal]

I don't mind. I'm happy you feel like you can discuss it with me, even if it's this heavy.

[ahahadotwav]

Who could I discuss it with, if not you?

[fullcursemeal]

[OH NO. visibly flusters, hiding his face behind a sip of coffee, briefly]

I don't know what your other relationships are like, here.