Okay. Pink one of them. Think not just about knowing them in general, like if you like them or not, but all the interactions you've had, all the discussions and decisions, all the ways they've changed you.
Now... cut it out, and sew the edges together. Nothing that doesn't immediately involve them goes away, just... how you got there.
Like... I knew my vision guy has a daughter, and that I didn't want to see that one because it sounds like too much. But I don't remember... how I know that. I knew it felt like I knew the contents of around ten visions even though I could only remember taking about 3 and I couldn't figure out why.
And I know I've been all dragon all the time the last few days, and that I've been thinking about visions and if I want to watch them all, or throw them off the boat, or anything in between -- but I couldn't remember what I was so mad about or why any of that seemed that important.
Now that you've imagined walking around constantly running into weird gaps in your memory, you get to the part where you realize you even have memory gaps, and through a little luck and detective work you figure out who it is you've forgotten and...
Find out that person doesn't even really care. They knew already and just rolled with it, and when you confront them on it they give you as little useful information as they can get away with and frankly don't seem to give a fuck if you ever get your memories back at all.
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I'll wait.
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Okay.
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Like... I knew my vision guy has a daughter, and that I didn't want to see that one because it sounds like too much. But I don't remember... how I know that. I knew it felt like I knew the contents of around ten visions even though I could only remember taking about 3 and I couldn't figure out why.
And I know I've been all dragon all the time the last few days, and that I've been thinking about visions and if I want to watch them all, or throw them off the boat, or anything in between -- but I couldn't remember what I was so mad about or why any of that seemed that important.
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Isn't it better to not be upset anymore?
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Anyway, we aren't done.
Now that you've imagined walking around constantly running into weird gaps in your memory, you get to the part where you realize you even have memory gaps, and through a little luck and detective work you figure out who it is you've forgotten and...
Find out that person doesn't even really care. They knew already and just rolled with it, and when you confront them on it they give you as little useful information as they can get away with and frankly don't seem to give a fuck if you ever get your memories back at all.
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So, you agree with my assessment so far?
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....Did I do something to make you hate me?
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[an audible sigh]
I don't hate you. But the person you used to be friends with is gone, so in fact this is awfully convenient.
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Where did he go?
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Did you actually do the thought exercise I was guiding you through? Imagining your in my position, what would you do now?
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Fair enough. I think that's what your boyfriend would do too, by the way.
What do you think I'm going to do?
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I guess that's part of it.
One more thing.
Tell me the truth; does Asura want to be forgotten by me?
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Answer me.
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Yes.
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...liar.
[and, confirmed]
I'm sorry, in that case.
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1/3
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