fullcursemeal | [Limelight] Inbox Pt. Deux

[sir how do you forget about a dick up your ass.

there's a slight wince as Booker pulls out, but he's shifting and helping make it... less uncomfortable than it could be. there's also his own come involved in the equation so you know, in case we needed more mess,]

[thru gradually regaining my sense of ANGER over why im here and why all that happened in the first place]

[and no you can't make him think about that now, he will just tighten up and deal with it later, maybe a little drips down his thigh but he's still mostly in his pants so, just pulls those the rest of the way back up and climbs off the bed and

starts digging thru Shasa's drawers]

[watches that. he's fully removing his own pants because they're unwearable in this state]

Looking for something?

[these are probably all too big for him but he doesn't need to get far]

A change of clothes.

[his tone is casual but his tail is swinging in a lively way]

Ah. Help yourself.

[a very quiet moan of discomfort as he starts to move again, but unlike Booker he's just going to fully lie down on the bed. closing his eyes and letting out a tired sigh once he's fully horizontal]

[he will thank you, climbing into a separate pair of sweats that are too large for him, though he gives up on the shirt he IS mean enough to put a hole in them for his wings but honestly it's just impractical if they aren't specially designed to close in the back, so he ends up shirtless with a pile of messy clothes bundled in his arms and sweatpants that are only staying up through one hand holding them there.

When he turns and finds Asu-- no, damn it, Shasa-- lying down on the bed though he pauses, watching him quietly]

[he doesn't make for a very dignified picture. there's blood smeared over his face and neck, some of it dried off, some of it fresh from the still open wounds, and it trails down to his chest with its dramatic scars. there is a lot of dried off come too, but that doesn't look as alarming, at least.

his expression is blank and his breathing deep, but even, it's hard to tell if he's still awake or not. more than anything, he looks like he just got into a fight with like five feral cats and lost.]

[steps back toward the bed, leaning over enough to look into his face and see if he is in fact awake, or at least, making an effort to feign being asleep]

[he does open one eye when he senses him leaning over

?]

[regards him with a pinched, complicated expression as he tries to figure out how to put a feeling into words]

...I'm never going to disappear for your convenience, and you can't make me go away by being the bigger asshole.

Whatever shit is going on with you, whatever it is you don't want me to ever figure out, and however far you're prepared to go for your secrets, that much is never changing.

[he opens his other eye too when Booker starts talking.

and as he listens, an ugly, bitter smile begins to spread across his face]

... You're right.

Nothing is ever going to change.

That isn't what I said.

In fact I'd say has lot has changed in the last couple of months, the last two weeks, the last three days, the last few hours.

Not in a way that will mean anything in the long term.

You mean not in any way that change the fact that you're fucking miserable.

Mm. That too.

...Shasa.

Even I found things in this world worth living for.

And that's great for you, genuinely.

[looks.

like that hurt a little bit.

but you know what, he's just going to go.]

[yeah he doesn't do anything to stop him, just lets out a very tired (and miserable) sigh once he's gone]

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