[thru gradually regaining my sense of ANGER over why im here and why all that happened in the first place]

[and no you can't make him think about that now, he will just tighten up and deal with it later, maybe a little drips down his thigh but he's still mostly in his pants so, just pulls those the rest of the way back up and climbs off the bed and

starts digging thru Shasa's drawers]