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[the teeth feel nice, so does his tongue and kissing and everything else. he's doing his best to keep his noises to a minimum, but his breathing is still noisy and mostly coming out of his mouth.

beyond the physical sensations, Jae's own reactions are amazing and somewhere in the back of his mind he idly thinks what a dangerous connection this is. he could easily get lost in it, like this.

his hands fumble a little at his sides, shifting to get under his coat, and then also under his shirt, so he can feel his skin directly. he needs something to keep occupied with, as well.]

[thefaultinthestars]

[There is a dramatic increase in Dokja's own interest as soon as Curtain's hands find their way under his shirt, and he bites a little extra hard on the ear in response before letting it go and taking a heavy breath.

He could move on to... well, several other things. Including just kissing him properly. But he pauses instead, trying to collect some of his scattered thoughts which is hard when he can feel his heart beating loudly. He leans his forehead against Curtain's and breathes.]

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[hisses quietly at the bite, but also chuckles, amused at himself and the way he finds that both hot and enjoyable, in spite of the pain.

between that and Jae's interest, he can't help but let his hands explore further up. he can't get rid of the shirt right now, but it's fine, because once his hands are at the right height he thumbs over Jae's nipples, slowly and experimentally. his heart is beating like crazy as well, matching his]

[thefaultinthestars]

[he really really really likes the feeling of Curtain's hands on him, to the point where that by itself is almost overwhelming, so he really was not prepared when the thumbs glance over his nipples and oh, now he understands the meaning of that Not Concerned and Not Scared feeling that still feels like it needs to be described in those terms.

He doesn't expect the moan that abruptly rises out of him and reflexively puts a hand over his own mouth, red faced]

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[the emotion is "chuckles I'm in danger", with actual, external chuckling. it's hot, and breathy, and it's very obvious he loved getting that reaction out of him.

... so he does that again, more confidently this time, leaning in closer to where his face is so he won't miss any of Jae's noises. his thumbs stay there, idly trying different motions to see what happens.]

[thefaultinthestars]

[He feels, extremely, awkwardly exposed, actually. He's not unfamiliar with people's attention being on him but usually he deals with it by not acknowledging it. This is much harder in this kind of situation and he is just a little... taken aback, in a way. He's gotten a lot better at being aware of his body, at least in these specific situations where there is so much going on with bodies and it's all things he couldn't really imagine well before. But he felt sensitive enough just from the heat of skin touching skin. Skin touching quite sensitive skin is really overwhelming, actually.

He doesn't try to pull away though, he's committed this time. He doesn't want to leave again and feel like he still doesn't understand something he probably should've learned a long time ago.

So there is a quiet, almost whimpering sound in response to Curtain's touch but then he leans in to kiss him properly, heatedly, wanting something to be doing while Curtain is doing that so he doesn't have to just quietly endure it. His hands start pulling up Curtain's shirt, grateful again he isn't in the monk robes this time.]

[fullcursemeal]

[he senses Jae's awkwardness and briefly considers stopping, but something tells him that would just make everything more awkward, for the two of them. he trusts that if this really bothers Jae to the point where he doesn't want it, he'll say it with words.

but he still doesn't want to make this uncomfortable, so as he meets his mouth for that kiss, he drags his hands down his sides again, letting him rest for a bit.

the pull at his shirt is also a little distracting, but the problem is he doesn't want to break the kiss just yet, so Jae will have to either be patient or think of a different approach.]

[thefaultinthestars]

[He can be patient. Patience is fine, it allows him to... saying 'cool' is head is inaccurate but at least settle a bit. He doesn't mind that the teasing sensation at his nipples stopped, the hands on him at all is still more than enough. And since he's being patient he curiously returns the action. While diving into the kiss he also drags his hands up Curtain's chest, momently distracted by the curve of muscle until he his thumb slides across one nipple and he gently rubs and and pulls at it.]

Day 64, eveningish

[fullcursemeal]

[cannot believe I am once more floating on a sea pancake to knock on a man's window except this time I am also wearing a fancy cheongsam.

he brought his paper bag with his other clothes just in case, anyway.

knock knock.]

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[thefaultinthestars]

[dokja was sitting in his window trying to work on his phone but mostly in space so he starts a bit when he hears the knock, then opens it to let him in.

he has already changed back to normal clothes]

--I wasn't sure you'd still try to use in the window in that.

Re: Day 64, eveningish

[fullcursemeal]

I'm starting to regret it, but the alternative would have been showing up at the door and no one would have liked that.

[carefully... slowly... crawling inside]

Re: Day 64, eveningish

[thefaultinthestars]

My fault for telling you to not change, I guess.

[will close the window once he's in and probably also. drop the curtains (lol)]

Re: Day 64, eveningish

[fullcursemeal]

[good. he's staying there on the window seat anyway, at least for now]

It's fine. I considered changing here, but that would have ruined the magic.

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[thefaultinthestars]

[ssits. next to him. very close next to.

the feels are all (horny) but a nervous excitement and also just a relief to have contact again and a lot of abashed self deprication at all of the other feelings]

I don't know about ruined but it looks difficult to get into.

Re: Day 64, eveningish

[fullcursemeal]

[turning a little to better face him, revealing a lot of leg in the process]

That's true, you might have needed to help me.

[he's also excited and nervous, but also content and trying to radiate reassurance... the way you do when your boyfriend is a human-shaped sack of self-loathing]

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[thefaultinthestars]

[wow listen he's fine he doesn't even hate himself more than normal today]

I might have ..needed to help you.

[puts a hand over his mouth thinking



oh no, that's hot]

[Day 68, Evening]

[thefaultinthestars]

[It'll be day 69 in a few hours ;D

Anyway sometimes you make date plans while your brain has not yet come back online after the most... assertive... sex of your life and that is how Jae and Curtain end up entering the sex ruins one evening.]

...Have you been in this place yet?

Re: [Day 68, Evening]

[fullcursemeal]

[NICE.

but also why did I think this was a good idea, what the fuck was I thinking? oh, right, I was not thinking, I was just blissed out in afterglow and also I had no idea two (four!!) of Jae's teammates would end up becoming mine over the next few days and now I guess we aren't talking about it. cool. great. fantastic!

there's a beat before he replies]

I think I told you I haven't and that's still true.

You?

Re: [Day 68, Evening]

[thefaultinthestars]

Just when it first appeared. I walked right back out.

[he is looking around like he is slightly tempted to do so now but.

he will be strong]

Re: [Day 68, Evening]

[fullcursemeal]

[amused, teasing]

Not the kind of supplies you were hoping for?

Re: [Day 68, Evening]

[thefaultinthestars]

Not exactly.

It's also just even a stranger place to walk around in when everyone else is here, too.

[looking around for something... safe to inspect. ]

Re: [Day 68, Evening]

[fullcursemeal]

Mmm. I suppose one wouldn't normally visit a sex shop while their neighbors, friends, or coworkers are also in there.

[honestly just going to check out some of the sexy costumes to start with, that seems safe]

Re: [Day 68, Evening]

[thefaultinthestars]

That's why we're here at night.

[he doesn't want to go too far but also doesn't want to hover awkwardly around Curtain, but he does keep a curious eye on What Curtain is looking at while he inspects something on a nearby shelf]

--are these animal tails?

[he picks up the fox tail on reflex, idly inspecting the texture]

1/2

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[he's looking through some very generic stuff for now: sexy butler/maid, sexy priest/nun, sexy santas, etc... seemingly more amused than anything else]

Is that so? And here I thought you were hoping for a more romantic mood.

[then Jae picks up the tail and he looks over]

Huh. Is that a buttplug?

Re: [Day 68, Evening]

[fullcursemeal]

[fuck did I just say that out loud? TURN AWAY AGAIN TO LOOK AT COSTUMES AND PRETEND YOU ACTUALLY MEANT TO, APPOINTMENT WITH DEATH UNDER A CURTAIN]