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Kim Dokja is typing. . .

KD: Is it an important thing?

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GS: What part of it all?

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KD: The diagram

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GS: It's not a big deal
Unless it becomes one
So I'd like to know
Who I need to be on my guard with

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KD: I only told that person.
Kaeyah?
I don't see how it would be important
Are you trying to be well liked?

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GS: lol
Not at all
But
I like being in control of what people know about me
And how that can be used against me
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GS is typing...

GS: Probably kind of pointless now though
With Satoru here

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KD: exposing your cute side is fun though?

Kim Dokja is typing. . .

KD: And I don't think you need to worry too much?
He hasn't said a lot really

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GS: Pretty sure most people wouldn't find that cute
And maybe not to you
But he's been talking a lot in general
Probably payback for me doing the same

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KD: Oh?
What has he said?

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GS: The general picture, it seems
How he killed me
And how my body was then used to imprison him
And that we're friends
Which
I'm still trying to come to terms with

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KD: (・_・;)
That is a lot?
I'm doing much better then
Did you not think you were friends?

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GS: Why would we be??
After everything that happened

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KD: I don't think it's strange
To not think so I mean
It sounds like you had a fight and didn't talk for a long time?
I would also think it was over

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GS: Exactly
Not really sure what to do with that

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KD: Yu Junghyeok you know
He does something a bit similar
The situation is different of course?
He always thinks of his companions as his companions in each life
Even when they don't know him, he treats them the same way
Of course since he's a bastard mostly he's just still a bastard
Anyway
It's confusing to them because he has all these feelings that move him even though he rarely explains
It's the same the other way too
He holds grudges he never talked about to the person he hates
And they can't know because they didn't live that life
To him it's impossible to explain it so he doesn't, but it still effects him every day
I think it's a bit like that?
Gojou Satoru did not forget or move on
He just came to believe it was pointless to explain

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GS: Hah
That's sad
For the sunfish, I mean
But I guess it makes sense
As for Satoru
I don't know if he could have ever explained
Well
No
Maybe you're right
He probably wouldn't
Even if he could

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KD: You could all him?
Ask
But personally

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KD: I guess I feel like the past isn't that important
Or it's important but
It can't be reconciled?
So it shouldn't be allowed to be an obstacle either

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KD: Some things have to just be left in the past

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GS: I mean
I'm not mad at him or anything
That's what makes it weird
He should be
But he isn't
And it's not like we can pick up from where we left off
Plus
It's messy

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KD: I always think only of this:
When you get to the end of the story
Do you want that person to be there?

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KD: I know it's not the same for you
But I guess it's like saying if you want a future with that person in it, you can do it

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GS: He was already there at the end of my story
Haha
I'm not saying this to be difficult though
Like I said
It's messy
A future with him is impossible

GS is typing...

GS: This kind of thing is not supposed to be possible either
Is what I'm trying to say
I think
So it's hard to navigate
And it might be easier to not touch it at all

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KD: It's always messy
Well I'm not the best to measure by?
But it always seems messy to me

Kim Dokja is typing. . .

KD: But I think it's probably simpler than you imagine
If it's something you both want
Why can't it be done?

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GS: Oh idk
Maybe something to do with different universes
The fact that I'm dead where he comes from
And how showing my face to anyone back in mine would be a huge mistake
Among other things

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KD: Those just sound like excuses?
First of all
You've made huge mistakes before
Second
Don't worry so much about the universe stuff
Would you regret it just because it's temporary?

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GS: ~(>_<。)＼

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KD: Is that the text version of running away from the conversation?
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